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A Final Goodbye to a Life I Once Lead of Lies

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 9:30 AM
A friend and lover that were untrue
Wore faces of peace but lied
They always wanted to be with each other in their minds
They continued to lie and continued to hide the second lives they lead
up to the very hour where I left
and instead, now she lays beside him in bed which does still hurt even now
but I know this:
liars won't last if they have no honesty in the mix and I see none coming until the end.
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Everyone, I am going to be minimalizing this DA account and moving all of my activity to my new DA and there I will be posting all of my new art and such. No worries, I will be patching myself up and showing an updated character as well as featuring portraits of myself and my new love who rescued me from that life built on and sustained by lies. Hope you guys have a good one because now, all of my days are adventures ridden with happiness and outright honesty<3
-Raunita Elaine King<3

  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: 'Headlock'-Imogen Heap
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New DA Account

Sat Oct 3, 2009, 11:25 AM
Hey guys, I am moving my art to a new
account and as a matter of fact, I am
going to have all of my new art posted there, so Yeah<3

It is
*drum roll please?*
:iconlain-erickson:
Check it out when you have time and add it to the watched list if you be watching me<3

  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: "Break my fall"-Dj Tiesto/BT
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Oh The Joys of Being Correct.

Thu Oct 1, 2009, 1:08 PM
Hello, everyone.
Sorry that I have been a lazy ass rather than keeping you guys updated.
To make amends, let me give you a short outline of what happened for me
to be happy and feeling pretty good about my life.

*John (my new boyfriend and at the time net friend) came from Colorado to get on
his feet and hit it off pretty good with Christian

*Christian shows his true two-faced nature and We(john and I get frustrated but start working to have the relationship between me, john, kieran and christian not fall apart)

*After several pow-wows, Christian sees what john and I were telling him from the start and begins to help but lies and hides his feelings leading me and John to being reluctant in continuing our fight for the relationship

*Christian without discussion brings Lacey (My then best friend) into our relationship and fucks her (keep in mind that it wasn't his fucking her that I was angry about, it was the damage done by it that did as well as the short notice entry of her being in the relationship)

*We have more talks and things start falling apart because like the personality-less person that Christian is, he absorbed Lacey's arguments against me and now pretends that they are his own.

*I got sick of it, John got sick of it, I lead the battle and we had an all out text message brawl

*There was fake peace and people were wearing masks besides john and myself and we just got all out fuckin tired of it.

*Christian continued his charade and now everything is coming to an end.
5 years wasted because he cannot let go of his fears as well as the past and wanting to be with a woman that he knows that he would not be happy as long as I am around, so...

Now:
The relationship that everyone saw to be strong was actually pretty fucking weak to end not only because Christian is trying to be a leader entirely too late. He was trying to prove to me things that he never needed to and said things that were unnecessary. He wanted to be alone, he wanted to be unhappy, He fucking got it.
I am Happy and Ready To be Free<3

  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: "We're In This Together"-Nine Inch Nails
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  • Drinking: Water

Time For An Update, MO-FOHZ!!!

Mon Sep 7, 2009, 3:12 PM
Datz right, N*gga!
I'm working a shit-load,
have a friend living with me,
Getting my art skills to work for me a bit more.
I am learning some cool tricks, and living how I want<3
Feels good to be without rules.
Anyway, If there are any of you that wish for a picture from me
whether it be black and white or colored, a character sheet or
Just a portrait, Let me Know what's up and we can see what can
be worked out for the commission price. I promise, it will be
worth the money, IF I charge you<3
I am willing to do 4, Count em:

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Four slots open for commissions.
IF you want something, just leave a comment and I will get to it as soon as I can.
Stank Ya fo readin' and have a good'un<3
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Poop!

Mon Jul 13, 2009, 4:15 PM
I got tagged >.<

Rules
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS
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I. I am Niggorean (black/korean)
II. I am in love with several adonis incarnates >_<
III. I own two ferrets and several insects
IV. I am in a PolyAndrous Relationship
V. I am a McDonalds Grunt
VI. Sometimes, I hope for a mistake [no intention of quoting a No Doubt Song]
VII. Procrastination is my biggest flaw
VIII. Nicotine is my third biggest addiction


THE TAGGED:

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:iconjakqe:
:iconnineri:
:iconyuki-sasaki:
:iconhieislover07:

[insert evil laughter here]

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: "sweet dreams'-Beyonce
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